Shuhei ([info]shuhei) wrote,
@ 2008-05-22 05:56:00
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I felt like writing...

As I sit here in my world, a quaint little place with but a single inhabitant, I watch the scenes as they progress around me. Some invoke a smile or a chuckle and maybe even something sparks a feeling of sadness or sudden loneliness. As I watch these people around me I see where I am in the world. Or rather, where I am not. Just about everyone that passes has a sense of happiness or at least a mission for why they are there. Many people are with loved ones, fooling around, holding hands and generally just smiling that they are together. I, on the other hand, am sitting here alone with no one to relate to and no where to go home to. And while I sit here watching the events of others, they are out there living those events for themselves. But I don't regret this decision of mine. No, I am quite content with this life of mine. I am happy with what little I have in my life. What I am upset with is what I do not have in my world. The longing for a warm embrace or a kiss or even just a taste of what it is that everyone else takes for granted. It is here that you can see the princess turn down the fool and the dedicated rejected for devoting too much time to their passion. Yet you also see those treating the ones who care about them like the manure that practically fills many of the people here. Yet this is the world we all live in; the only one, in fact, that we even have the choice of living in. Beauty passes by us and soon withers away, fleeting like the wind on a typical autumn day. It is widely accepted that this is the norm, that beauty comes and goes and no one seems to really be bothered by it. There are a few that refuse to let beauty slip away and they try their hardest with potions and magics to keep their youth. But in the end their efforts will be wasted and their beauty too will fade. Instead of going through the pain of seeing such beauty fade from sight time and time again it seems easier to just disappear yourself. If you fade away first you won't have to go through the hardships of watching everything else do the same. But nay, here is where I sit and here is where I shall stay. Longing for the one that might relieve me of this weight. And I will continue to watch the others in this world as they disgust me with their fetishes and foolishness. Hoping that one day someone else might realize what is going on and take a seat beside me. And together we will watch, watch as the the selfishness of man causes the downfall of us all. 


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